This being my first attempt at journaling my life, I hope I don't make to much of a mess of it.
First off, I LOVED the 80's!!! LOVED, LOVED, LOVED them! they were so good for my self esteem, I was popular, slimmer, prettier, more naive... and the music was terrific!
Now, present day, I am a shadow of my former self. I lack self confidence, I have gained more than 100 lbs, definitely don't feel pretty, and have discovered in incredible cynicism, I trust no one.
Now, this stops yesterday ( literally). I took my 4 yr old colt out for a walk down the trail, ( he is a handful). walked a mile. Then, it felt so good I took his pop out for a mile long walk also. This blog is a chronicle of my days exercising and the thoughts I have while doing so.
Today, the weather is in the 50's , it is Sunday, and I have done nothing but, chores this morning outside. I am out to walk now. Later.
About Me
- luckyducky
- Ordinary single mom of my greatest acheivement, Matthew. I am incredibly proud and amazed at the kind considerate person he is becoming! I love horses, just smelling them is a high for me!! I have found my calling here on our small hobby farm, I am content here, and love the country life!! I am wanting to try my hand at bees this year, I have found that I love keeping chickens, and ducks! I only have to remember that these are all God's creatures put into my care temporarily, and I can't overextend myself. I try to be the best person I can be, sometimes, I feel I fail miserably, but, I am willing to keep on trying!
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With some very sage advice, from a knowledgeable long time blogger, moderation has begun. So you bat-shit crazy people will be invited to stay off my blog!